Third Entry [28/11/2024]: Hello again!

I am dealing with a creative block right now, which is kinda sucky because I only just felt like I finally gained my creative and artistic confidence back. It's probably because I'm just tired though, it should get better later on, I guess.

I already made a sketch that I am planning on sharing on this website, but I have to make the art page before. I am too lazy for it but I'll eventually make it some day or another. I am lazy about many things in general nowadays, tbh, perhaps I need to stop being lazy.

There was also a Physics & Chemistry test today. The worst part is that the questions were about the topics I studied prior to that and I forgot about them all -_-

I am toying with a new story idea as well, btw, working on it will probably help me gain more experience with making a series or at least developing an idea so that it will at least become something more than an idea. I won't really promise anything about the series, though, because it's more of an experimental idea at this point.

And that was it for today, Juno's out.

Second Entry [20/11/2024]: I'm back again! Made myself some hot chocolate (it doesn't sucks this time!) and I'm listening a video essay about Hellenistic Polytheism. I think I'll study some Geography or Portuguese after that.

I am kinda proud of myself nowadays. I dealt with severely intrusive thoughts, started unpacking some emotional neglect trauma and made connections between that and the generational trauma from my mom's side. Not only that, but my exams have been going suspiciously well, which is something you wouldn't expect from a ADHD motherfucker who can't even go through the first 5 minutes of the lesson without starting to dissociate or daydream lmao.

I want to become more consistent with my hellenistic practice. I couldn't really focus on neither praying consistently nor keeping my altar space clean. And looking at the upcoming months, keeping the old altar like that would only be disrespectful to the gods as well as making my parents suspicious about my practice. I think I will take it down, clean the space and remake the altar in a more hidden space. I also need to hide my divination card decks somewhere safe before my dad comes home from his job. He is not really okay with the idea of divination or witchcraft in general, and if he found out that I still continue that, He might take my decks away T-T

For the future plans, I am excited about the school trip to Madrid in Spring. I think we will visit the Warner Bros. Theme Park as well, which is super cool. And even if we didn't go there, it is still super cool that we are going to another country as a school trip, because it's not something I imagined as a school trip possibility. Portugal won't be the only European country I went to anymore!

Anyways, that was it for today. Juno's out.

First Entry [15/11/2024]: Finally finished my journal section! (I hope, I haven't checked how it looks on the iframe, so I'll probably modify the code a bit after I'm done writing this entry...)

Anyways, so uh, today was a bit boring tbh. Like, we didn't had school because there was a protest, and now I'm just sitting in front of my computer and returning to my shrimp genetic ancestry while I code this website. Also, yesterday was very bad, especially the nighttime, I had a breakdown and I still lowkey feel like shit afterwards. I'm a bit better now, but anyways...

Some other notable stuff that happened today included:

• Watching Skip & Loafer, Episode 1 (Cute anime but not really my type)
• The air smelled as bad as the way sewer crooks claim this website ("sewer", in their words) stinks like. I think it comes from a nearby paper factory in Setúbal. I also don't think that inhaling it is super safe... Anyways, now I can't even open the windows because of that or that smell will fill my room as well
• My mom made us tantuni today. It is usually the type of food you only eat at restaurants in Turkiye (I don't even wanna think of the prices right now) but the one my mom made tasted really nice too
• Drew on my sketchbook for a bit
• Found super cute website graphics!! Can't wait to put them in my website!

And that's it for today I guess. I am planning on watching my favorite Ghibli movie (Pom Poko) but I'll probably take a shower before that. And we also recently bought a microwave as well, which means I can make myself microwave popcorns for when I will watch that movie.

Right after I finished writing the previous paragraph, I took a quick "What Does Your Favorite Ghibli Movie Says About You?" quiz and this was the result for Pom Poko:

Also, tomorrow, there will be a gathering between other folks from the Turkish immigrant community in Portugal, it will be in Lisbon but my mom says that it will only be adults. It's a shame, honestly, it would be an opportunity for me to go to a proper place outside of home at least for once. There is really nothing to see or do in Setúbal. Not to mention the awful smell that is present most of the days as well.

Okay, that was it for today I guess

Juno's out.

Edit: POM POKO IS WAY WORSE THAN I REMEMBERED WHAT THE FUCK-